I sometimes feel like I don’t know where I am. It seems like the walls around me shut closed. Almost like a sliding mechanism. Slide. Connect. Lock. And there I’m stuck inside. There’s so much to look at yet its all so blank. Who would have thought that blank wall could be so frightening. So much opportunity and no direction. Inside me things scream. Direction screams and need screams. But they all seem to fight with one another. I lean towards one decision and another kicks it in the ass. This blank wall is tearing me from me.